"I'll Dream in Melody.."

June 16, 2010

I had a dream last night and I hardly ever have vivid dreams while sleeping :) I had bought one of those big white creeper vans because I had decided that I was going to go on a road trip with the Couch Surfers I had just hosted. As I'm driving around the area around me is flooded. I get on a bridge and as soon as the road starts to curve, I veer off the road into the water. As I'm in the air I act quick and unbuckle my belt and jump out. I can't see anything but I start flailing my body because I'm scared and I want a helicopter to see me. Some how the bridge is low enough to the water and I was able to climb up a rail. There were people sitting on the edge of the bridge and they kept pushing me back in the water and they'd say, "You have to wait to be saved by the rescue boat, you're not allowed to save yourself."

This dream is kind of cool. Like a little scary but I suppose during this moment and now I still have control issues. Perhaps God is revealing to me that there are still some things that I haven't given to him. I'm still trying to save myself but only the blood of Jesus Christ can save me and I need to stop trying to climb out of the water and give it to him.